"I followed him in, Jimmy was crying and Keith was telling him it gets better, that pain in your heart that voice in your head that tells you there’s no way out, it’s wrong, it gets better.. and I felt like he was talking to me and in that moment, maybe the most heroic, kindest moment of my big brother’s life, I hated him. I hated him more than anyone or anything because nothing had gotten better. That pain was still in my heart, that voice in my head saying there’s no way out was right. He was standing there lying to me, and after Jimmy died, I picked up the gun and I aimed it at Keith. He looked at me and all I could think about was how everything that had gone wrong in my life was his fault and it wasn’t going to get better until he was gone. Just pull the trigger and it all ends so I pulled the trigger and it didn’t end. It got worse. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry."
(Source: georgiedavey)
(Source: georgiedavey)
“Make it work, find something you’re passionate about…”
I’m really sorry but I’m rubbish so I’m not going to tag anyone and actually follow the rules haha, but thanks for tagging me and here are my answers bb :).
1. What’s your favourite city and which city would you like to visit before you die?
City? London, I like the life in it I guess. Wow, New York maybe? Simply because I’d love to see in the new year there, it seems like it’d be something to remember.
2. Band/musician that changed your life?
India.Arie, simply because she inspired me to write music and I found her at a time in my life where I needed to, I guess.
3. Television show/ movie that you can’t live without or that you can watch 10 times in a row?
One Tree Hill, always and forever. It’s genuinely a part of who I am now.
4. If you were a guy/girl (opposite sex) for one day what would you do?
Go to the toilet and… play with it. *awkward*
5. Something you’ve always wanted to do?
Go to Hogwarts and play the guitar.
6. If there was one person you could date who would it be?
Honestly, no one comes to mind.
7. Quote that you could write across the wall?
It is on my wall and it’s ‘it’s not what you do in life that matters, it’s who you are.’
8. Most annoying thing ever?
When people spread hate and animosity where it’s not needed. In fact, it’s never needed.
9. Favourite flower?
Orchid.
10. Favourite part of the day?
Midday
11. Your funeral song?
Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone)- Chris Tomlin
“There is no forgiveness, there’s only pain, and guilt and the misery of knowing what you’ve done. So don’t do it, just stop.” -Dan Scott
(Source: georgiedavey)
