"I followed him in, Jimmy was crying and Keith was telling him it gets better, that pain in your heart that voice in your head that tells you there’s no way out, it’s wrong, it gets better.. and I felt like he was talking to me and in that moment, maybe the most heroic, kindest moment of my big brother’s life, I hated him. I hated him more than anyone or anything because nothing had gotten better. That pain was still in my heart, that voice in my head saying there’s no way out was right. He was standing there lying to me, and after Jimmy died, I picked up the gun and I aimed it at Keith. He looked at me and all I could think about was how everything that had gone wrong in my life was his fault and it wasn’t going to get better until he was gone. Just pull the trigger and it all ends so I pulled the trigger and it didn’t end. It got worse. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry."
- Dan Scott
(Source: georgiedavey)
(Source: georgiedavey)
“Make it work, find something you’re passionate about…”
(Source: kissyoulater)
“There is no forgiveness, there’s only pain, and guilt and the misery of knowing what you’ve done. So don’t do it, just stop.” -Dan Scott
(Source: georgiedavey)
